Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
My heart
I noticed during ccf tonight how when im singing praise songs whatever is really on my heart comes to my mind and I end up standing there thinking about that for awhile be it school, certain people, things I want to grow and how I want to do it. Its like people say they do there best thinking in the shower will idk I mean I try to focus on God but its really the only time the best ideas come out of my heart and into my head.
My heart feels really heavy as of late for idk several reasons. It isint sure how it feel about relationships there so confusing and can be so painful and the only thing my heart really wants to be doing is running around like a kid in the woods outside in the summer like weather like I did for awhile today. I showed up back at the house soaked with a jar full of crawfish and minnows. Then passed out on the couch. I feel like I have senioritus but im not a senior anymore.... maybe is ready for my new major itus?
ugh idk I'm feeling really really really blah.
God should hold the key to my heart.. and anyone who wants that key should have to grow close to him to be able to find it
My heart feels really heavy as of late for idk several reasons. It isint sure how it feel about relationships there so confusing and can be so painful and the only thing my heart really wants to be doing is running around like a kid in the woods outside in the summer like weather like I did for awhile today. I showed up back at the house soaked with a jar full of crawfish and minnows. Then passed out on the couch. I feel like I have senioritus but im not a senior anymore.... maybe is ready for my new major itus?
ugh idk I'm feeling really really really blah.
God should hold the key to my heart.. and anyone who wants that key should have to grow close to him to be able to find it
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